khod darmaani :)

shab bekheir azi khanoom... baazam ke mibinam bi khaabi zade be saretoon... bah bah bah bah lezat mibarim :D:D
ajab chize mozakhrafi mishi gaahi ey zendegi... dobaare emshab akhlaaghjaatam kharaabe asaabam telite va faghat laazem daaram benevisam hamin va bas...
joonam bege vaase khar koochoolooye khodam.... hamishe khandidim be har chi sakhti bood khandidim o goftim badbakhti ro mibini :D:D
vaghti ke dige daaram toosh gharghe ghargh misham akharin harbam hamine ... va aaay michasbad inke aadam be rishe nadaashteye khodesh aaaaay bekhande aaaaay bekhande :))) aaaaaaaay chi begam be ki begam.....
faghat ye badbakhte dige didam ke mesle khodame :D:D ke dar oje felaakat ham mikhaande ghash ghash va mige ajaaaaab badbakhtie haa !!!
dirooz too otoboos didamesh... migan ba ye dokhtare chini vaase eghaamat ezdevaaj karde!! kheili baayad too mamlekate adam be adam feshaar biaad ke adam haazer beshe hamchin kaari kone...
khodaaiish haa... hata tasavore inke yeki ro ke doosesh nadaaari kenaaret bekhaabe va beboosatet .... benazaram badtarin shekanjeye donyaast .... adam bemire raahat tare ta in ke ba kasi zendegi kone ke vaghean doosesh nadare .... vaaaaii
albate dar in masale fekr konam pesaraa ye kam baa dokhtaraa fargh mikonan ... mohemtarin chiz vaaseye aksareshoon ine ke baa ye dokhtare khosh heikal bekhaaban hala doosesh ham nadaashte baashan mohem nist!! tedaade kamishoon , mesle dadash joone khodam ke kheili aatefi hastan hatman baayad ashegh beshan... taaze inam oon chizie ke man omidvaaram raast baashe :)) naaaa oonghadr ham beheshoon bad bin nabaash bazihaashoon ham del daaran...
az kojaa shoroo kardam be kojaa residam.. ahan daashtam migoftam... hamin aghaii ke alan migoftam ke baa ye khanoome chini ezdevaaj karde tanhaa kasie ke taa haalaa didam mesle man too oje ghose va feshaar foshoore zendegi ham hey be moshkelaatesh mikhaande:D:D
dirooz too otoboos didamesh :)
nishastim kenaare ham va teebghe mamool nishemoon baaz shod :)) mige ajab badbakhtie shod... mikhande... migam kheili oozaa kharaabe.... mikhandam... mige afsordegi gereftam eyne soosk...mmikhande... migam bebin kaaremoon be kojaa keshide ke omidemoon be rafsanjoonie ....mmikhandam...mige kaar peidaa nakardam... badbakhtam be khodaa.. khaak too saram iran ostaade daaneshgaahi boodam vaase khodam ... alan hame fekr mikonan oomadam injaa shodam raiise daneshkade... oonghadr mikhande ke az cheshmesh ashk miyaad.... migam sakht nagir....mige sakht begiram..man...!!! migam ...yaadam nemiyaad chi goftam ... faghat az hamoon aval az moshkelaatemoon goftim va ghash ghash be rishe khodemoon khandidim taa akharesh ... oonghadr khandidim ke joftemoon arvarehamoon daasht dar miraft :D:D che midoonam...
bi khaabi zade be saram oftaadam be jafang gooii
kholaase migoftim...
dar in ozaaye ghaaraashmishe mamlekat va dar in oje shoor o hayejaani ke taaze ye omid too dele hamamoon kaashte injaaneb soaalhaaye falsafie besyaari ro kashf kardam ke daaran bande ro khafe mifarmaayand!!
1. elm behtar ast yaa servat!!
joone aali jenaab raast migam nemidoonam chi mikhaam aslan mesle yek adad kore khari moondeam dar gel!! ya beghole torkaa jel:)
oon aval avalaash kheili kaaram ro doost midaashtam va eshghoolane vaasash miterekoondam va keifam hessabi joor bood va ta sobh ham ke mimoondam haaa kakom nemigazid aamoo... badesh ke didam in ostaad joone maa ke inhame ghaboolesh daashtim yek adad haaji baazari ast ke kheili ham baraash mohem nist maa che ghalati mikonim va faghat baraash moheme ke toosh pool hast yaa na va mishe az toosh ye maghaale zad be bikhe tanoor yaa naa paak az tak o taa oftaadim.. begoo khob!!
doyomandesh didim ke ija gashte tanbal khoonye shaah abaas va hamoon ye ostaade gogoli ham dar bakhshe neuro science daashtim dare az ii daneshgaah vared goftim ey dele ghaafel ke na jaaye mandan ast dar in arseye gand!!
kho haala to dobaare begoo khob!!
badesham ye hese digeii beshemoon goft ke haa iaa mikhaan ke biaan hey mo benevisom amoo iyaa beran pozesh ro bedan... kho badesham ye jooraai boridom..
chi begam....
in ke az in
badesh... didam hey mardom vaase khodeshoon ...
in ro hamin jaa daashte baashin ke man alan be yek nokteye besyaar mohemi pei bordam... alan lokht khaabidam too takhtam ye lahze paashodam dare otagh khaab ro bebandam ke otagh garm tar beshe cheshamam oftaad be heikalle khodam too aaayne :D:D khodaaiish heikalam ye jooraaii jigare :D:D aay be khodam gofatm heife to k tanha mikhaabi too takht :D:D aa heife to ke tanhaa khaabide boodi khabideii va khaahi khabid dar takht ... aa heife ii heikal ke hich estefaadeii azash nashod!!
paak emshab khol shodam yani ghaaat zadam asaaasi va asidi va khafan va be ghole doost joona topol
baraaye inke divaanegi ro be endesh beresoonam do taa figoore baalaaye 18 saal ham vaase khoam jeloye ayne gereftam va ghorboon sadagheye heikale khodam raftam!!
khob hadeaghal akhlaagham oomad sare jaash ... vagarna fekr konam vaghean sekteii chizi mizadam...
hamishe injaa ro kheili doost daashtam... shahre koochike aaroomie... mardomesh too khiaaboon ajale nadaaran va vaghti az kenaaret rad mishan behet labkhand mizanan... kenaare aabe va koli behem vaaseye hamin mozoo aaraamesh mide
vali alan dige hes mikonam kheili tange ... nafasam toosh migire.... ehsaase khafegi behem dast mide...
delam mikhaad kooch konam beram s... zendegi konam... migan oonjaa anjomane sher o adabe irani haa ham daare !! vaay fekresh ro bokon... hata migan night clube itrani ham daare!!!!!! yani bebin cheghadr oonja hamvatan ziaade... agar sare hanooz daaneshjoo boodam ye modat bi khiaale dars mishodam miraftam oonja baa mardom be hemaayate mardomemoon yejaa tahason mikardim yaa zanjireye ensaani misaakhtim... inja tange injaa koochike injaa hich kas nist...
vaghean daaram be in mozoo fekr mikonam ke beram..
shayad in ostad joone man oonghadr haa ham haji baazaari nabaashe bichaare man alan asamab khird bide va gir dadam be tarake divaar ... badesham microscopy ke inaa daaram too in keshvar nemoonash nist... badesham... badesham sare man ro kolah nazaan azi joonam man mikhaab beram :) che midoonam chi pish miyaad..
agha agar ye kaarmande aghl saaalem mikhaay ke baraatoon jan bekanavad be man 2 rooz morakhasi bedin beram donbaale aghalm taa naraftre ye ghaareye dige mochesh ro begiram biyaaramesh sare khoone zendegim... agha be khodaa agar haminjoori bi morakhasi sar konam ye vaght didi rasman ghat zadam neshastam vasate office ye dastmall ham dar aavordam va mesle abre bahar gerye kardam haa ... agar be oonja beresam dige har cheghadr ham lokht khodam ro too aayne bebinam va keife heykalam ro bokonam faaydeii nadaarehaa onn moghe dige nemidoonam chi beshe chon taa haalaa nashode vali midoonam ke shaayad hamoonjaa az hoosh beram... chon vaaghean zire baare ye feshaare khoord konandeam... kheili niaaz daaram 2 rooz baa khodam khalvat konam... khaahesh mikonam befahmin