Dokhtar jaan osoolan zaiifegaan ra arseye falaasefeh jaaygaah nabaashad va vaai be roozi kea aan khaatoon dar aan mogheye maah baashad ke digar hamaan nime aghl raa ham be sar nadaarad va na tanhaa nim mard hesaab nemishavad ke hataa yek chaarake zokoor ham nist :)
Va amaa yaad daashthaaye yek dokhtarak dar arseye bozorgaan … paa dar kafshe oghalaa :)
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Ghabl az in ke shoroo konam mikhaaam be khodam yaad aavar besham ke momkene tahlilhaaye man kaamelan dorost nabaashe… pas be hamoon andaaze ke be khodam ejaaze midam baa dide tahlili hame chiz ro zire soaal bebaram… va be zehnam ejaaze midam ke bi parvaa baa dideye moo shekaafaane be hameye inhaa negaah kone va hame chiz ro az ghaalebe zaaherish biaare biroon divaare doresh ro khoord koneh va agar majboor beshe ye baavarhaaii ro az sefr dobaare paaye benahad… be hamoon andaazeh ham baayad movaazeb baasham ke be dide hagh be jaaneb be hich chiz negaah nakonam… hich taasobi nesbat be hich baavari nadaashteh baasham va ghaabeliate khord va khamir shodane afkaare sost ro daashte baasham va betoonam baa dide baaz be samte taghir beram…
Pas hame chiz ro mishe injaa soaal kard… hame chiz… agar soaali ro dar notfeh khafe konim tanhaa haaselesh in khaahad bood ke shak dar naakhodaagahe vojoodemoon tishe khaahad zad be risheye kheili chizhaa…

agar naporsi mishi yek adame moteaseb… pas shahaamat daashteh baash v bepors… va faraamoosh kon oon kaabooshaaye koodaki ro ke be khaatre soaal porsidan motaham mishi mahkoom mishi yaa fahmideh nemishi… che kaaboosieh ke majboor baashi neghaab be chehreh bezani va mesel e yek gorbeye koor sar tekoon bedi va begi movaafegham… che vahshatieh vaghti angoshte etehaam be tarafet migiran ke in chizhaa badihi hastand va nabaayad raajebeshoon soaal kard… kasi injaa nist kasi ke motaham kone kasi ek khafeh koneh yaa kasi ke mojaazaat koneh…
Zehne man ejaaze dare hame chiz ro soaal koneh hame chiz… hame chiz :))

Va amaa yaad daashtahaye in dokhtar jaan:
1. Man = digari
“shomaa hamaan chizi hastid ke doshnaam midahid, shoma haman chizi hastid ke shekanje midahid… “ “ faaseleh raa beine khod va digari bar midarad …

Kheili mafhoome azimie… kaamelan mifahmamesh … kaamelan :)
Vali az oonjaaii ke hame chiz ghabele shak kardane bazaar ye joore dige negaahesh konim:
Avalan ke shaayad man hanooz be oon jaaii naresidam ke mafhoome kaamele in ro befahmam va dovoman ke in harf hamisheh mitoone yek baaz daarandeye bozorg baraaye tahlil baashe ke adam begeh shaayad man in ro nemifahmam ….
Khob shahaamat be kharj bedeh va say kon befahmish… tajzieh va tahlilesh kon man ke nemigam ghalate ya moshkel daareh man faghat mikhaam in jomle ro be ajzaaye avaliash tabdil konam be molkolhaaye saazandeh ash va oonvaght dobaare az no besaazamesh … mikhaam befahmamesh va agar zehne man radesh mikoneh baa shahamat begam : be in dalil be in dalil va be oon dali zehne man baa daaneshi ke ta hala kasb karde ke kam ham hast in jomle ro moshkel daar mibineh…

Man =? digari
Man be onvaane yek entity hargez nemitoonam kasi ro agahane azaar bedam… nemitoonam sare kasi kolaah bezaaram nemitoonam dele kasi ro beshkanam va nemitoonam hata yek aazare koochooloo ro baraaye kasi sabab besham chon adamhaa ro hes mikonam va mitoonam dark konam ke che haali daareh jaaye onha bashi va heseshoon ro mifahmam …
Vali in mozoo taa kojaa saadegheh?
Vaghti kasi man ro aazar bedeh chi? Vaghti kasi mosabebe dard va ranji be man yaa kasi ke doosesh daaram yaaa yek aaadame bi gonaah besheh chi? Vaghti kasi yek zehne bimaar daashteh baashe chi? Kasi ke az azar daadane digaran lezat bebare? Dige nemitoonam darkesh konam. Dige oon mosaavi nist baa man… dige vaaghean baraam mohem nist ke balaaii saresh biaad . connection roohim ro bahash az dast midam va digeh oon mosaavi nist baa man.
Agar kheili aadame badi baasheh baraam mohem nist ke che balaaii saresh biaad vaagean nist!!
Khob pas be nazare man agar kasi aadame badi baasheh haghe digaran ro bokhore va mosabebe dard va ranj baraaye adamhaa besheh man aslant baraam mohem nist ke balaai ke saresh biaad baraash moteasef nemisham… yani mishaam oon tahe tahe delam hanooz ham baraash moteasef misham.. chon oonmoghe darkesh mikonam … chon hese gham va ranj va dard keshidan ro mesle hameye aadamhaa tajrobeh kardeh am va vaghti kasi too in haalat gharaar begireh darkesh mikonam… digeh oon aadame bad nist ke jeloye man vaastaade va man darkesh nemikonam balke yek aadame dar ranj hast ke ehsasatesh baraam malmooseh pas baahaash hese hamdardi khaaham daasht.

In be nazar ensaani miyaad… vali gharaar shod baa zaahere chizhaa kaari nadaashteh baashim… be ghole inhaa : one can ask: but what is going to happen when his/her problems are gone , isn’t he / she going to be the same terrible person as he/she was. And then you are so going to regret why you felt sorry for him/her.
Khaabam gerefteh va koli hanooz moondeh ke mikhaam raajebesh benevisam 9 safhe yaaddasht daram ke mikhaaam raajebesh harf bezanam va in faghat khate avalesh bood…
Khob felan shab be kehir…
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Ajab hese jaalebe ajibe jadidi daaram :)
Aaghahe akse poteghaalish ro bardaashteh ke man koli doost midaashtam  vali ye aksi jaash gozaaahte ke kheili khaastanish mikone… ye joore mardooneh ii khaastanish mikone :P
Hesi ke nesbat behesh daaram kheili amighe nemitoonam kamesh konam… vaahean kheili doosesh daaram… sare ki ro kolah mikhaam bezaaram? Are haghighate ashegheasham… har chand ke azaab mikesham …
har chand ke azaab mikesham ...