missed you pouyz

che ghadr delam vaasat tang misheh vaghti nisti...
khoshhaalam ke daareh behet khosh migzareh pouya joon cheghadr delam mikhaast manam pishet boodam :)
koli behet eftekhaar mikonam aaghaahe

:)

hame zaraate vojoodam azaad
hame zaraate vojoodam faryaad
hame zaraate vojoodam motebalver shodeh ast :)

bebakhshid jenaabe akhavaan saalese aziz agar sheretoon ro ye kami ashtebaahi neveshtam ;P
vali kheili zendeh am emrooz :)
booooooooos uuuuuuuuuuuuuu zendegi

sobh be kheir zendegi :)

aadam delesh koli garm misheh :) labesh koli khandoon misheh va hese zendegi va shaadabi toosh ghavitar misheh vaghti adamhaye azizi ro mibineh ke baraye hoghooghe bashar baa tamaame vojood talaash mikonan :)

kheili delam mikhaast manam mitoonestam baasham vali vaghti soorathaaye shaadeshoon ro mibinam va vaghti asare kaareshoon ro oonghadr khoshhaal misham ke engaar manam baahaashoon boodam :) yaa khodam ham oonja azashoon esteghbaal kardam :)

ey sobhe khoshgel salaam :*

Its all about us :)

be hichi fekr nakon...
zehnet ro kaamelan aazaad kon az hame chizhaaye donya .. hameye tafakoraat... hameye negaraanihaa... az hame chi
zehnet ro rahaa kon ... mesle ye sine sorkhe shaad... mesle ye tootie shaade shangool too ye rooze khonake bahaari ... ye rooz ke taazeh baaroon zadeh o hanooz shaakheye derakhthaa khiseh... ye rooz ke golhaaye ghermez o banafsh shabnam neshasteh rooshoon va hameye tootihaa daaran baa zaboone koochoolooshoon shahdesh ro minooshan..

zehnet ro rahaa kon... be hich chiz fekr nakon... baraaye chand lahzeh ham ke shodeh aaroom baash aaroom va be sedaaye ghashange shab goosh kon..

midooni koochooloo, alaan oon biroon donyaaye shab vaase khodesh koli maajaraa daareh... ye alaame aadam daaran mikhandan.. bazihaa khaaban... bazihaa daaran television negaah mikonan... yeki masteh yeki taazeh daare mire sare kaar... ye bacheii ham daare naghaashiaash ro ke too mahdekoodak keshiideh neshooneh baba mamanesh mideh :)

ye malakhe sabze koochooloo daare rooye ye barg be setaarehaa negaah mikoneh va joftesh kami oon taraftar baraash baa paahaash violon mizaneh :)

It is all about us :)

life is all about these small moments.. these little things which makes it funnier and more tolerable. hala dorost neveshtam yaa na nemidoonam :D manzooram in bood ke ghaabele tahamol taresh mikoneh :D

az inke motefaavet hastam naaraahat nistam... khodam ro haminjoori doost daaram va ghabool daaram... bezar har ki har chi mikhaad begeh :) man be eshgh eteghaad daaram :) va be inke hata agar shodeh majboor baashamm baa talkhie tanhaaii besaazam baazam bedoone eshghe raastaki ke toosh etemaad baasheh va ye connection vaagheii hichvaght paam ro too hichi nemizaaram :)

hamisheh bavaram hamin boodeh va hamisheh ham mimooneh :)
bezaar har chi mikhaan began... mohem nist va mohem ham nist ke hata agar in tabii mahsoob nasheh ke man intori khoshbakht taram :)

poooooofff... in roozhaa kheili ehsaase tanhaaii mikonam... shaayad chon kheili behem gir dadan jadidanhaa ... va inke kheili tahte feshaar booodam che sare kaar va che too ejtemaae atraafam :)

man behet ehtiaaj daaram pouya :) behet ehtiaaj daaram ke betoonam edaame bedam...
gaahi kheili azaab vojdaan migiram ke oon naame ro baraat neveshtam... mitarsam aziatet kardeh baasham... mitarsam delet gerefteh baasheh va mitarsam baaese ghose khordanet shodeh baasham... midooni... vaase khodam ham neveshtane oonhaa aslan raahat nabood... vali chi kaar konam hes kardam be shenidanesh niaaz daari.. midooni ... agar vaaghean oon connectioni ke man hes mikonam beinemoon baasheh pas vaaghean be shenidanesh niaaz daashti ... vali agar oon connection vojood daareh pas to cheraa hes nemikoni ke man cheghadr be shenidanesh ehtiaaj daaram :)

kheili say mikonam be in chizaa fekr nakonam ... ghadimhaa cheshaam ro mibastam va tasavor mikardam ke daaram koli booset mikonam yaa baghalet kardam seft va to daari mikhandi... gaahi ham vaghti kheili delhoreh daashtam hes mikardam dar aaghoosham mikeshi va kheili aaroom mishodam... chand vaghte hata az tasavor kardanet ham khejaalat mikesham...

hich tasavori nadaram ke che hesi daari... nemidoonam baaese ghose khordanet misham ya khoshhaalit... nemidoonam delet mikhaad cheshmaat ro bebandi o baaz koni va bebini daaram daagh labat ro miboosam yaa in ke bebini hamash khaab boodeh va man nistam ke mozaahemet baasham...

dar har haall... in roozhaa kami baraye man sakht hastan... va mohemmtarin chiz azi jaan ine ke baa khodet roo raast baashi..
vaghti aadam midooneh moshkelesh chie va baa khodesh taarof ham nadaareh raahat tar mitooneh be khodesh komak koneh...

:)

azadeh joonam... azi khaanoomama.. paasho dokhtar joonam.. paasho va bekhand va beraghs va lahzeh lahzeh ro zendegi kon :)
shaayad alan inja na taatri baasheh na groohe moosighi na neveshtane jedi va na hata vaghte inke be khodet va delet kheili bereci vali midooni ke zendegi rooz be rooz daareh behtar misheh... midooni ke mohkami mageh na ?

poolaat ro jam kon ye roozi oonghadr misheh ke beri bebinish :)

delam mikhaad maashin bekharam ... midooni vaghti maashin daashteh basham har jaa ke baasham mitoonam beram too ye jame aadamhaaii ke mesle khodam hastan hadeaghal dar yek bode tafakori

mitoonam beram class ... taatr bebinam... mitoonam beram too in shabe sher haa sherkat konam ... mitoonam :)
koli too vaghtam sarfe jooii misheh

dokhtari khaanoomi :) hame chi dorost misheh behet ghol midam... az in roozhaaye sakht tar ham daashtim mage na ? :)

mohem ine ke rooz be rooz ye chize jadid yaad migiri va inke har rooz ye koochooloo behtar az rooze ghabl baashi :)

pouya joon ... man dooset daaram na be khaatere in ke 4 rooz poshteh sare ham mitooni rekaab bezani... midooni hata agar nemitoonesti rekaab bezani ham tooo eshghi ke behet daaram hich farghi nemikard... midoonam aksaran movafaghi vali agar shekast ham bokhori chizi az eshghi ke behet daaram kam nemisheh... midoona kheili movaazebi ke eshtebaah nakoni vali man baavar daaram hameye aadamhaa gaahi eshtebaah mikonan pas agar ye roozi ye khataii koni baazam haminghadr dooset daaram ke daashatm :)

mohem ine ke midoonam delet cheghadr ghashangeh... midoonam cheghadr afkaaret ghaabele etemaadeh... va baavar daaram ke hamisheh tamaame talaashet ro mikoni ...

khob azi khaanooom... pasho ...pasho delam mikhaad hame chiz bere ro nazmi ke bayad bere. har chand ke barnaameh haam oonjoori ke baayad pish naraft va in ye hafte tatili ro ke koli laazem daashtam maale khodam baasheh va toosh vaaseye khodam vaght bezaaram baayad in emtehaan ro passesh konam
vali midoonam ke mitoonam hame chiz ro moratab konam... midoonam ke mitoonam az pasesh bar biyaam...

va... va ... va...
:)

keep your good spirit girl , even if no one underestands why you are being this way :) khoob bemoon azi joon hata agar began ke hemaaghateh.. raajebe nazaraate mokhaalef ham fekr kon vali hichvght az in ke dark nashi ghoseh nakhor ;)

booooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooos

aakh ke chaghadr dooset daaram pouyaa :) aksaai ke migiri... neveshtehaat .. oon chizi ke toii kheili eshghi pesar kheili naazi ... kaash mishod vaghti khaabi biyaam ye booset konam va taa cheshaat ro baaz koni dar beram ;) :*

kaash mishod garm dar aaghaoosham bekeshi joori ke yani you mean it ;)

khob digeh paasho in hame khiaal baafi nakon dokhtar joon boro zarfhaa ro beshoor ;)

love you webooli... :*

:)

delam mikhad bahat harf bezanam ...
mikhaabamm sobhe zood paa misham ke benevisam
love
boos
your Azi ;)

:)

salam webooli joonam :*
kheili vaghte nayoomadam inja khat khati konam delam tangideh vaasat
fardaa sobhe zood baayad sare kaar baasham vali bi khiaale aalam delam khaast biyaam ye kam harf bezanam :)

midooni yaade kaami oftaadam :D be computeram migoftam(comi yaa hamoon kaami) koli aadam sare kaar boodan modathaa :D:D

che badjensie toopsi :D mmm khob albate kheili ham badjensi mahsoob nemishod ;)

bad az man resid be siamak bad ham be maman, halaa harkodoomeshoon ye nosh ro daaran nemidoonam che balaaii saresh oomad... agar bebinamesh hatman negahesh midaaram avalin computere zendegim :D:D che ghadr loveresh boodam ... ajab gondeh ham bood hala dar moghaayese baa laptophaaye emroozi :D:D

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delam mikhaad tarhi ke vaaseye pouya shoroo kardam ro tamoomesh konam vali ye joori nemisheh... be khosoos in ke kheili vaghte hich harfi baaham nazadeh... hataa ye merci ... ye labkhand ... ye kalamaaye navazesh konandeh :)

khob teflak kheili in rooz haa saresh sholoogheh... vali gaahi ham hes mikonam nakoneh man ro ignore mikoneh va in baaes misheh hes konan nakoneh mozaahemesh baasham... kheili vaghteh hich messagi nazadeh ... khejaalat mikesham yavash yavaash ke baahaash harf bezanam...

cheshm entezaari sakhteh ;)
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ookh gardan am va ketfam kheili dard mikonan :)
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midooni bozorgtarin tarsam gaahi ine ke az nazare shakhsiati dar jaa bezanam ... in ke kheili baavaram besheh karam va fekram dorosteh va hagh be jaaneb besham... in ke pishrafte roohi va shkhsiati nadaashteh baasham :D

kheili baraam moheme ke adame behtari baasham ke monhanish sooodi baasheh midooni :)

hanooz khob kheili eshkaal haa daram khodam ham midoonam ... vali kheili delam mikhaad beheshoon ghalabe konam...


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inhaa gaahi mitarsoonatam :)
in ke vaght nadaaram be ye chizaaii ke kheili baram moheme beresam... honar... aaakkh ke hamash vaght kam miyaaram... be andaazeye kaafi ham motaalee nemikonam.... az sobh azi joonam midoeeee taa shab beshe... oonvaghtesh hey in laptobe sangin ro be koolesh mikesheeeee ta shab beshe... onvaghtesh Michael va Anish vaasam vaznesh kardam 7.35 kiloo boodesh badesh hey goftan aaakhey teflaki... :D:D bache to chetori hei in ro mikeshi .... :D:D oonvaghtesh hey man raftam be hame goftam in 7.35 kiloo mibaashad va hey hame goftamn: aaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

aakh khodaa joonam :)

natars bache jaan... natars...
midoonam ke be andaazeye kaafi vaaseye kheili chizaa vaght nadaaram vali khob dar hade tavaanam daaram say mikonam mage na? khob hamin khoobeh digeh :) hadeaghal baraaye alaan... ham vaase delam hamishe vaght daaram ham vaaseye khaanevaadam ... ham vaaseye rooham... khob daaram say mikonam... behtar ham mishe behet ghol midam... kheili kheili ham behtar misheh :)

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aakh ke agar hafteye bad chand rooz behem morakhasi bedan mmmmm
avalesh ke bi khiaale alam delam mikhaad beram labe daryaa paa berahneh bodoaam... delam mikhaad khisish ro baa pooshtam jazb konam
delam mikhaad beram too daryaa koli aab baazi ... gharghe kheisish besham gharghe bozorgish gharghe ajibish va bad baa lebaase khis ke chik chik azash aab micheke biyaam biroon va baad bezaneh yakh konam boor boor belarzam :D:D

mmmm... badesh roo shenaaye daaghesh deraaz bekesham va ketaab bekhoonam.... kheili vaghte delam mikhaad ye ketaabe khoob bekhoonam too aaraamesh :)

mmmmm
bad biyaam khooneh in naghaashiye ro tamoomesh konam ... dobaareh baayad bekeshamesh az aval... in dafe roo ye kaaghaze khoob.. ba medaadhaaye khoob... aksesh ro ham ke migiram baayad too noore khob baasheh
aakhe adam baayad vaaseye kaado kheili talaash koneh ke behtarin beshe...
oonam ye kaado vaase aadami be yeki yedoonigie pouya :)

midooni azash kheili chiz yaad migirm... barkhordaash... modele harf zadanesh sabke zendegish... kheili room asare khoob daareh ... roooham ro engaaar nejaat mideh... kheili dooset daaram aghaahe... kaash jofte man boodi :)
gaahi fekr mikonam to kheili az man behtari va gaahi fekr mikonam shaayad nabaayad etemaad be nafsam ro az dast bedam...

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haaa vaght konam beshinam hesaabi in boodism ro motaaleash konam ... modathaast har jaa miram hame migan khob hala in ke to gofti moshaabehe nazariaate bodism hast ... aya to yek bodist hasti? ...
shaayad ye chizzyish ro nafahmam vali mishe h raajebesh fekr kard tahilesh kard... moteasefaane kasi nist ke bahash bahs konam (tanhaam mageh na?) vali mitoonam vaaseh khodam roosh fekr konam... hoom?

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in shanbe ham ajab shanbeii misheh
Shaghaayegh teflak be sms hanooz javab nadaadan ... be khodaa kheili saram shoolooghe kheili... tavalodian ham hast be hilda va arian ham ghol dadam khodam ham koli kaar daaram... mmmmmm.... relax hon... take it easy babe.... aval baayad be kaaram beresam bad baghiaash .... oooooo be susan joon ham email nazadam...
khob kheili fekr kardam beram bekhaabam :D:D
alaln officially fardaa hast 17 daghigheye sobh :)
shab be kheir webooli boos boos

doostet daaram :)

doostet daaram va khejaalat ham nemikesham ke begam :)
dooset daaram va vaghean doost daaram baghalam koni va koli boosam koni vakoli booset koanam :)
dooset daaram va delam mihaad har rooz bebinamet va har rooz bahat harf bezanam va har rooz baahaam harf bezani hata faghat chand jomleh :)
dooset daaram va eshghe to ghashang tarin hese donyaast :)
va vaaghean haazeram aaberooye khodam bereh va ghrooram khoord sheh va har chizeh dige vali to ghami nayaad too delet ...
hamisheh dooset daashtam ... midooni
kheili delam mikhaast alaan dastet too dastam bood yaa saret rooye paam ood va cheshmaat ro baste boodi va man aaroom naazet mikardam ...
kheili delam mikhaad to ham aashegham boodi :)
chizi dar to hast midooni... baa in ke dige kheili mard shodi vali hanooz chizi dar to hast ke hamisheh dar jostejoosh boodam... hizi ke ghashangtarin heshaa va baavarhaaye aalam ro be yaadam miyaare...
chizi dar to hast chizi ke gheyre ghaabele tosifeh ... chizi ke be khaateresh haazeram paaye har sakhtii vaastam vali hesesh konam...
aasheghetam kheili ziaad pouya ... ashegh...
hichvaght delam nakhaaste pooldaar baasham... hichvaght aarezooye daashtane hich chiz ro nadaashtam oonghadr ke begam kaash pooldar oodam... hamishe hamin ke daashtam baraam bas boodeh... vali alan baa tamaame vojoodam arezoo mikonam kaash pooldar boodam mitoonestam biyaam az nazdik bebinamet... ye baar dar aaghoosh bekeshamet va baavar konam ke vaagheii hasti... faghat ye baar hadeaghal goonehaat ro beboosam va yebaar bedoone in ke khejaalat bekesham too cheshmaat negaah konam va behet labkhand bezanam... kaash...
kaash to ham hese moshaabehi daashti... kaash to ham aashegham boodi ... pouya... hichi too donya nemitooneh khoshhaaltar az inam koneh ke befahmam to ham aasheghami :)
shaadam ke haalet hoobeh va shaadi azizam... in az hame chi mohemtareh ...
kaash...

aakheish :) hooooooooooooorrrrrrrraaaaaaaaaaa :D:D

aaakheish :)

akhe cheraa ye dafe inghadr aatishi shodi dokhtar jaan? haan?
che ghadr raahat taram alan ke harfam ro beheshoon zadam :)

dafeye aval ke raftam masjed rooze bad az tasaadofam bood.. arian oomdeh bood bebaratam docotor ke maashinesh ro gom kard... az sar dard daashtam mimordam va har chi migashtim maashinesh peida nemishod... bichaare arian... migoft haminjaa park kardeh boodam... dozdidanesh :(

goftam khoda joon gonaah daare khaahesh mikonam zoodi maashinesh peida mishe manam emrooz miram masjed ghol midam va peida shod va man raftam :)

albate eteraaf mikonam ke kheilish ham be khaatere bache haa bood ke hey esraar mikardan vagar na hamchin gholi nemidaadam ;) mikhaastam begam man delam nemikhaad biyaam vali chizi ham zedesh nadaaram... ke raftam va oonjoori haalam gerefte shod :)

dafeye dovomesh ham ke alirezaye bichaare baa vojoode in ke rooze bood eftaare khodesh ro az dast daad ke byaad man ro bebareh... har chi goftam man nemitoonam biaam goosh nakard zang zad goft man pacific montazeretam key miresi!!!!!!!!!

teflaki alireza, ham khodesh kheili mehraboone ham doost dokhtaresh (eshghesh) ... jofteshoon nazan .. be khosoos doost dokhtaresh ro kheili doostesh daaram... :)
khob vaghti yeki inghadr baraash moheme ke to baashi ke eftaaresh ro az dast mideh adam nemitooneh nareh :) har chi goftam baba man ro piaadeh kon miram mackdonald bad khodam ba otoboos miyaam ... ghol midam biyaam ... goosh nakard ...

doostaam ro doostdaaram ... baa inke kheili kheili baa ham fargh daarim... ba in ke gaahi shadidan pushy mishan... vali dooseshoon daram ... mehraboonan :)

emshab be hilda gotam lotfan dige baa man bahse mazhabi nakon googooli.. avalesh behesh ye kam bar khord goft ok! badesh ye kam negh zad manam harfaam ro zadam va hal shod:)

alireza va mahnaaz ro ham ye joori motevajeh kardam ke nemikhaam biyaam... bar akse hanie ke vahshadnaak pushy hast mahnazi man ro fahmid :) hichi ro tozih nadadam vali khodesh fahmid :)

emrooz koolaak kardi azi balaa :)

Dr. C dobaare omad badjensi koneh . saate 4 goft khob in va ooon ro ham taa farda tamoom kon , goftam moteasefam man daaram saate 5 miram va vaght nemisheh :D:D

deha mani nadaareh bi zaboon gir aavordeh :) dokhtare shojaa shodam ... khejaalat ro gozaashtam kenaar va az khodam defaa kardam :))
avalesh koli jaa khord o goft na in kheili vaht nemigireh... manam goftam cheraa pedare man vaght migireh :D:D

hooraa ... taa nesfe shab namoondam ... hooraaa ...

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be ye natijiye dige ham residam... baayad ye kam baa deghat tar goosh konam gaahi ;)
az hala baa deghate bishtar be harfe pooya goosh midam... agar goft bidaaram kardi eshkaal nadaare yani eshkaal nadaare dige :) ghol midam bishtar be harfesh goosh midam ;P

:)

mmm...
bah bah...
khorshid daare toloo mikoneh ... baa inke dishab 3 saat bishtar nakhaabidam vali aslan khaabam nemiyaad...
tootihaa v chelchelehaa bidaar shodan daaran aavaaz mikhoonan :)
aakheiii naaziii zendegie khoshgel koli dooset midaaram :)
kaarte amnesty am ham resid...
:)
badjoori havas kardam paa berahne labe saahel roo shenhaaye yakhe sobh raah beram :D
mmmmmmmmmm ajab keifi mideh

khoshhaalam ke dare komod baaz shod har chand ke khoordeh rizehhaash bishtar az ooni bood ke fekr mikardam va asresh shaayad amightar az chizi ke hesaab kardeh boodam...
vali khob fekr mikonam tafaavot baasheh beine in ke aadam pas bezaneh va in ke baahaash halesh koneh
:)

havaa ye koochooloo abri hast ... va ye haalate yakhi khaasi daareh...

ye jooraaii engaar ghabool kardam ke dar haale haazer kaari az daste man bar nemiyaad...
khoshhaalam vaghti mibinam baghyeye aadam haa ke kaari az dasteshoon bar miyaad saaket nemishinan...

dasteshoon dard nakoneh :)
manam agar mikhaam moaser baasham ham oo zendegie khodam va ham baghie ... baayd in doreye ye kam sakht ro kheili ghavi pirooz besham ..

mesle taa haalaa ke kheili khoob pish raftam...
agar mikhaam betoonam tekyegaah baasham baayad aval betoonam roo paahaaye khodam mohkam vaastam ;)

biaa baaz hamoon azie ghavi ghadim beshim... hamoon azi ke har chi mikhaast oonghadr ghavi pish raft taa be dastesh biaare... biaa baaz hamooni beshim ke vaghti daaram az khastegi ghash mikonam ye labkhand biaad roo labam o begam keif mikonam ke inghadr kaar daaram :D

midooni hame chiz khoobeh va man baa hichi moshkel nadaaram faghat baayad yaad begiram ke Dr. C ro aslan jedi nagiramesh :)

kheili aadame badi ham nist faghat oonghadr asabi hast ke man gaahi ghofl mikonam... hamash stress daare va pelkesh mipare :D:D kheili khandeh daare in pedari ke in az man dar miyaareh :D:D

bad ham harf mizaneh kheili bad ... be khosoos vaghti asabi misheh...

khob digeh hamineh digeh ... :) nabaayad bezaaram inghadr daaghoonam koneh va roohiam ro bebaazooneh ;)

aslan biroone office nabaayad behesh fekr konam :)

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ke kam az khodam khejaalat mikesham... hes mikonam bayad cheshaam ghashang tar negaah koneh :) faghat roohesh ro negaah mikonam ...

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bahse dishab nesfe moond ... gaahi ye chizaaii engaar baayad too zehne aadam ye modat bemoone va motaaleee beshe hanooz nemidoonam man hamisheh = digari hast yaa na... hanooz soaal haaye dishabam too zehname... va soaalhaaye bishtari
shaayd ye kam bishtar behesh vaht bedam va bad dobaare bbar resish konam :)

Dokhtar jaan osoolan zaiifegaan ra arseye falaasefeh jaaygaah nabaashad va vaai be roozi kea aan khaatoon dar aan mogheye maah baashad ke digar hamaan nime aghl raa ham be sar nadaarad va na tanhaa nim mard hesaab nemishavad ke hataa yek chaarake zokoor ham nist :)
Va amaa yaad daashthaaye yek dokhtarak dar arseye bozorgaan … paa dar kafshe oghalaa :)
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Ghabl az in ke shoroo konam mikhaaam be khodam yaad aavar besham ke momkene tahlilhaaye man kaamelan dorost nabaashe… pas be hamoon andaaze ke be khodam ejaaze midam baa dide tahlili hame chiz ro zire soaal bebaram… va be zehnam ejaaze midam ke bi parvaa baa dideye moo shekaafaane be hameye inhaa negaah kone va hame chiz ro az ghaalebe zaaherish biaare biroon divaare doresh ro khoord koneh va agar majboor beshe ye baavarhaaii ro az sefr dobaare paaye benahad… be hamoon andaazeh ham baayad movaazeb baasham ke be dide hagh be jaaneb be hich chiz negaah nakonam… hich taasobi nesbat be hich baavari nadaashteh baasham va ghaabeliate khord va khamir shodane afkaare sost ro daashte baasham va betoonam baa dide baaz be samte taghir beram…
Pas hame chiz ro mishe injaa soaal kard… hame chiz… agar soaali ro dar notfeh khafe konim tanhaa haaselesh in khaahad bood ke shak dar naakhodaagahe vojoodemoon tishe khaahad zad be risheye kheili chizhaa…

agar naporsi mishi yek adame moteaseb… pas shahaamat daashteh baash v bepors… va faraamoosh kon oon kaabooshaaye koodaki ro ke be khaatre soaal porsidan motaham mishi mahkoom mishi yaa fahmideh nemishi… che kaaboosieh ke majboor baashi neghaab be chehreh bezani va mesel e yek gorbeye koor sar tekoon bedi va begi movaafegham… che vahshatieh vaghti angoshte etehaam be tarafet migiran ke in chizhaa badihi hastand va nabaayad raajebeshoon soaal kard… kasi injaa nist kasi ke motaham kone kasi ek khafeh koneh yaa kasi ke mojaazaat koneh…
Zehne man ejaaze dare hame chiz ro soaal koneh hame chiz… hame chiz :))

Va amaa yaad daashtahaye in dokhtar jaan:
1. Man = digari
“shomaa hamaan chizi hastid ke doshnaam midahid, shoma haman chizi hastid ke shekanje midahid… “ “ faaseleh raa beine khod va digari bar midarad …

Kheili mafhoome azimie… kaamelan mifahmamesh … kaamelan :)
Vali az oonjaaii ke hame chiz ghabele shak kardane bazaar ye joore dige negaahesh konim:
Avalan ke shaayad man hanooz be oon jaaii naresidam ke mafhoome kaamele in ro befahmam va dovoman ke in harf hamisheh mitoone yek baaz daarandeye bozorg baraaye tahlil baashe ke adam begeh shaayad man in ro nemifahmam ….
Khob shahaamat be kharj bedeh va say kon befahmish… tajzieh va tahlilesh kon man ke nemigam ghalate ya moshkel daareh man faghat mikhaam in jomle ro be ajzaaye avaliash tabdil konam be molkolhaaye saazandeh ash va oonvaght dobaare az no besaazamesh … mikhaam befahmamesh va agar zehne man radesh mikoneh baa shahamat begam : be in dalil be in dalil va be oon dali zehne man baa daaneshi ke ta hala kasb karde ke kam ham hast in jomle ro moshkel daar mibineh…

Man =? digari
Man be onvaane yek entity hargez nemitoonam kasi ro agahane azaar bedam… nemitoonam sare kasi kolaah bezaaram nemitoonam dele kasi ro beshkanam va nemitoonam hata yek aazare koochooloo ro baraaye kasi sabab besham chon adamhaa ro hes mikonam va mitoonam dark konam ke che haali daareh jaaye onha bashi va heseshoon ro mifahmam …
Vali in mozoo taa kojaa saadegheh?
Vaghti kasi man ro aazar bedeh chi? Vaghti kasi mosabebe dard va ranji be man yaa kasi ke doosesh daaram yaaa yek aaadame bi gonaah besheh chi? Vaghti kasi yek zehne bimaar daashteh baashe chi? Kasi ke az azar daadane digaran lezat bebare? Dige nemitoonam darkesh konam. Dige oon mosaavi nist baa man… dige vaaghean baraam mohem nist ke balaaii saresh biaad . connection roohim ro bahash az dast midam va digeh oon mosaavi nist baa man.
Agar kheili aadame badi baasheh baraam mohem nist ke che balaaii saresh biaad vaagean nist!!
Khob pas be nazare man agar kasi aadame badi baasheh haghe digaran ro bokhore va mosabebe dard va ranj baraaye adamhaa besheh man aslant baraam mohem nist ke balaai ke saresh biaad baraash moteasef nemisham… yani mishaam oon tahe tahe delam hanooz ham baraash moteasef misham.. chon oonmoghe darkesh mikonam … chon hese gham va ranj va dard keshidan ro mesle hameye aadamhaa tajrobeh kardeh am va vaghti kasi too in haalat gharaar begireh darkesh mikonam… digeh oon aadame bad nist ke jeloye man vaastaade va man darkesh nemikonam balke yek aadame dar ranj hast ke ehsasatesh baraam malmooseh pas baahaash hese hamdardi khaaham daasht.

In be nazar ensaani miyaad… vali gharaar shod baa zaahere chizhaa kaari nadaashteh baashim… be ghole inhaa : one can ask: but what is going to happen when his/her problems are gone , isn’t he / she going to be the same terrible person as he/she was. And then you are so going to regret why you felt sorry for him/her.
Khaabam gerefteh va koli hanooz moondeh ke mikhaam raajebesh benevisam 9 safhe yaaddasht daram ke mikhaaam raajebesh harf bezanam va in faghat khate avalesh bood…
Khob felan shab be kehir…
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Ajab hese jaalebe ajibe jadidi daaram :)
Aaghahe akse poteghaalish ro bardaashteh ke man koli doost midaashtam  vali ye aksi jaash gozaaahte ke kheili khaastanish mikone… ye joore mardooneh ii khaastanish mikone :P
Hesi ke nesbat behesh daaram kheili amighe nemitoonam kamesh konam… vaahean kheili doosesh daaram… sare ki ro kolah mikhaam bezaaram? Are haghighate ashegheasham… har chand ke azaab mikesham …
har chand ke azaab mikesham ...

very nice for dancing :))

I just love dancing with this one:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YVgnHbyUp2w&feature=related

oh my god all of my cells are moving with it
:)

gaahi engaar bishtar az oni ke tavaan daaram roo khodam hesaab mikonam :) engaar enghadr az khodam tavagho daaram ke vaghti dige nemikesham bishtar az har chiz surprise misham az in ke badanam intori aks ol amal neshoon daade ...
Linda behem in ro goft vali man baavaram nashod ... ajab in bache baahooshe che zood man ro shenaakht ;) delam vaasash tang shode ... heif ke kheili afkaare tarsnaaki daareh ... be raahati mitoonest baraaye naazi haa kaar koneh !! shaayad ham man bikhodi inghadr azash tarsidam... haalaa!!

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in tasaadof ham ajab asari daare roo aadam!! sobh ke bidaar shodam tapeshe ghalbah ro mitoonestam baa goosham beshnavam, rangam parideh bood va sar gije daashtam... baaz be khodam goftam : paasho dokhtar khejaalat bekesh bebinam... hala mage chi shode.. paasho boro sare kaaret :)
oonghadr tapeshe ghalbam baalaa bood ke hes mikonam ye joori engaar roo modele didam ham asar gozaashte bood... didam aslan zooram nemirese in laptobe ro bolandesh konam... geryam gereft :)
raftam jelo aaine ye roje labe molaayeme zadam ye roje gooneye kam rang ke neshoon nade che ghadr rangam parideh...

badesh ham raftam doctor :))
in khanoom doctore adame jaalebie dafeye dovome miram pishesh... oonghadr hamdardi mikone baahat ke kam moonde baghalet kone bege I underastand you baby... badesh ham beshine vaasat gerye koneh.. :)
behesh goftam aamade hastam beram sare kaar vali hes mikonam oonjaa haalam bad beshe... goft : you totally should not go today... go near to the beach have a bit of fresh weather..
yaa ye hamchin chizi... badesh ham vaasam morakhasi nevesht...

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kheili khoob shod naraftam hes mikonam behtaram :)

dobaare hamoon moghe too maaahe va inhame del gereftegi shadid ye meghdaarish ham vaaseye ine ehtemaalan... omidvaaram ;) kheili delam mikhaad zang bezanam be pouya sedaash ro beshnavam :) daaram baa khodam mobaareze mikonam... shadidan ham khejaalat mikesham ...

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tarsidam beram labe darya bebinanam began alaki gofte haalesh bade !!:) hala agar joon daashtam ye kam miraghsam behtar sham :)

feilan hamin base :*

:)

mmm... movaafegham baa in idea ke ye modati aslan naram dige tooye facebook...
just have self confidence baby joonam...
you are going to be just fine...
I am an ordinary person :P and I like it ...

delam mikhaad koodake daroonam ro dar aaghoosh bekesham... har chand kheili chiz haa oontori nist ke delam mikhaad vali man istaade am... yek dokhtar baa dele kheili koochooloo baa afkaari kami motefaavef kasi ke taa tahe raah ro be khaatere delesh mire :) in manam :)
ye dokhtar... ye dokhtar ke ye kam motefaavet fekr mikone... ke donyaash kami baa maale baghye fargh daare va in baaes mishe hese tanhaaii kone.. ye dokhtar ke por az omid o aarezooe ... pore az eshghe be aadamhaa va kheili delesh mikhaad rooz be rooz aadame behtari beshe be samte kamaal bere..
ye dokhtar ke gaahi be hame chi shak mikone :) ye dokhtar ke nemitoone be kasi badi kone hata agar tamaame falsafehaaye aalam saabet konan bad boodan raahe sahihe zendegieh... ye dokhtar ...
khodam ro hamintori ke hastam mipaziram.. montazere hich mojezeii ham nistam :) va montazere behtarin mojezehaa hastam... montazere hich haadeseii nistam va montazere behtarin haadesehaa hastam... zoor nazan baba joon nemifahmi chi migam... faghat khodam ifahmam manzooram chie ;)
aroom baash elaaheye zarin baall.. babalhaye roshani az shaakhehaaye noor...
natars baashe.. faghat natars... :)
tomorrow is going to bring me even more happiness and that's because I am ready to accept my weaknesses and try to fix them... tomorrow is going to be a very better day as today was better than yesterday...
just have self confidences and don't worry . ok ? :) you are going to have hard time and ypu know it... so just try to be fine baby :*