Pouyaaaaaaaaa ...

salam pouya joonam :)
kojaaii aghahe ? kojaa rafti? chi shodi? kelaasaat ziaad shodeh ? haalet khoobeh?
kaash mitoonestam behet zang bezanam. kaash mishod behet email bezanam.
Pouya nemidoonam akhe man vaaghean nemidoonam to delet chi mikhaad azize delam. man ke ta hala 1000 baar behet goftam che ghadr dooset daaram , hala ham koli gijam to begoo chi mikhaay har chi to begi. man aasheghetam akhe kheili vaghte behet ham hamisheh goftam vali to man ro kheili ijam mikoni ghorboonet beram.
midooni azat nemitaram :) behet etemaad daram vaaghean kheili delam mikhaad baghalet konam va koli beboosamet vali hamash be in shart ke doosam daashteh baashi... aakhe to hichvaght nagofti ke doosam daari.
aah khodaa joonam movaazebesh baash . movaazebe pouyye nman baash ... komakesh kon delesh nagireh halesh khoob basheh... kaash javabe man ro bedi pouya ... aakhe man chi kaar konam ke inghadar dooset daram azize del .
agar to begi boro miram agar begi bemoon mimoonam faghat mikhaam booset konam vaghti miyaay eshkaal nadareh ? n
delam migeh doosam dari chi kaar koanm :)
delam kheili dard mikoneh kamaram dareh az dard mimireh... beram bekhbam kaash ghorse zede dard dashtam beram bekhaabam halam khosh nist...
pouya mishnavi sedaam ro? to ro khodaa beshno... to ro khodaa biaaa... kheili dooset daram laamasab aghahe mehraboone nazanine eshgh :*

:)

in ke man in vaght haaye maah in ghadr hasaas misham kheili badeh va koli mitooneh aadamhaa ro az man beranjooneh :(
fekr konam azam delkhoreh hagh ham daareh ...
daste khodam nist va aslan ham nemisheh baraash tozih daad ... shaayad azash mazerat bekhaam ...
kheili ghoseh khordam behem goft abji :(
har kas too donyaa shaad besham abjish baasham pouya jan delam nemikhaad abji to basham hichvaght ... I don't wana be your friend I wana be your lover ;)
actually I wanna be your friend and lover :) but certainly not your abji :(
hala miram azash mazerat mikham .... kheili delesh hasaase midoonam
kheili dooset daaram pesar jan delam mikhaad koli booset konam :)

Pouyaa

salam
saram kheili dard gerefteh.. cheraa in kaar ro mikoni? to ke adame hasaasi hasti hasaasiate aadamhaa ro baayad bishtar dark koni...
kheili aziat misham behet ham goftam cheraa baraat mohem nist? mageh man chi kaaret kardam?
haalet khoobeh? balaaii saret nayoomadeh?
haale man badeh
saram dard mikoneh... cheraa in kaar ro baa man mikoni? cheraa azaram midi? chon dooset daaram?
agar baraaye ye lahzeh baavaram mishod az amd in kaar ro mikoni digeh dooset nadaashtam
khoshhaal boodam belakhareh emrooz harf mizanim
hata oonghadr ahamiat nemidi ke ye sms bezani begi bebakhshid man giram badan harf mizanim?
to ke fargh mikoni ... to ke injoori nisti? hasti? chera dele man ro mishkani? chera azaram midi
bebin saram che dardi mikoneh? in ro mikhaay? ke shekastane man ro bebini? khob didi ... afsordeh shodam in ro mikhaay? daram mesle ye goli ke pajmordeh misheh azaab mikesham in ro mikhaay? khob behet tabrik migam agar in ro mikhaay...
eshgh ro nakosh too vojoodam
khaahesh mikonam hata agar nemikhaayham biaa va begoo na vali baa in kaarat dari roohe man ro mikoshi,... kaash in ro mifahmidi
khodaa jaan halam badeh... khodet be daade man beres... ye joori nejaatam bedeh ... khasteh shodam digeh
kaash mifahmidi har baar ke injoori mikoni che zarbeii be man mizani...
che deli az man mishkani
va cheghadr dafeye bad harf zadan baraam sakht tar misheh
hata agar doosam ham nadaari be onvaane ye doost ham adam az doostaash movaazebat mikoneh va hemaayateshoon mikoneh to aazaaram midi pouya mani ke inghadr saadeghaane dooset daaram
kaare badi mikoni ... :(

sakht nagir dokhtar jaan :) sakht nagir ...
zendegi hamineh
az shekastane rootin khosham miyaad
az inke kaari konam ke donyaa behem chap chap negaah koneh
dooste aziz :)
midoonam chi mikhaam
nemitarsam va paash vaastaadam
har chi to begi doost jaan har joor dele to bekhaad ;)

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:)

droongraa broongraaa
cheghadr niaaze ke befahmim?
halaaji kardan
sakht gereftan va sahl gereftan
analytical skils
maashin kaar khooneh
esteghlaal khaanevaadeh
eshgh inja onja
kenaare ham yaa door az ham
getting use to something
aadat haa
ghazaaa
mazeh
dastpokht :)
osyaan
individualism and being same
goriz
jonoon
hadaf
faraar
defaa
soaal
bashar
hagh
sher
sinama
enteha
omgh
amigh
faaseleh
mahdoodiat
paresh
do
tavaan
zehn
man
to
ma
onha :)
arezoo
royaa
derakht
nasim
aaftaab
nature
differences
chi mikhaam? chi mikhaay? cheghadr ... taa kojaa... had? marz? osyaan?
maman
khaalh
masooliat
goriz
faraar
eshgh
khaanevaadeh
pedar:*
hoghoogh
maghaazeh
ensaaf
baba
baba
baba
baba
baba
baba
tavaan
sedaa
baavar
baavar
etemaad
tahavo
goriz
siaah
sefid
vatan
eshgh
haghighat
saayehaa
dimensions
kalameh
jomleh
ayaan
penhaan
hadaf
khasteh
haraas
baavar
jahan
saayeh
noor
man
to
:)

behtaram :)

hanooz ham ye kam nemidoonam
dar hamin nadaanestnam hadeaghal aaroomam :)
hata sedaaye viz vize in jaro barghi jan az tabaghe paain ham oonghadr roo nerv nist
avikhtane be yek hadaf
amoo feri
marg?
eshgh va marg?
gijam
gij
....

ey mak pay koochooloo ke daari inghadr ghashang aavaaz mikhooni
sedaaye avazet aroomam mikoneh
taar o poodam ro naaz mikoneh
ey mak paaye koochooloo
haghighat
haghighat?
nesbat
tanaasob
to
man
:)
gom peidaa

!!

:)

khob belakhare shorooesh kardam :)
nimeye tarike vojood asare: debi ford :)
tahala shodeh vaghti ye ketaab ro migiri dastet hes koni in hamoonie ke laazem dashti?
khaale shazi ye jooraii engaar daare rooham ro latiftaresh mikoneh ... por az energy zendegi hast ... por hast az eshgh va falsafeh...
mamanma ham hamintor :)
ketaab ro ke baaz kardam esme fasle avalesh ye joori shadidan touch kard man ro :)
emrooz mikhaastam biyaam inja ye post bezaaram va esmesh ro bezaaram jahaane biroon , jahaane daroon yaa baraks ;) va taa ketaab ro baaz kardam didam ke esme fasle avalesh hamineh :)
..............
kheili hayejaan daaram :D mesle ine ke yeki beshineh baahat koni bahs koneh mesle ye mionbore ,.. mesle...
khoshhaalam :)
delam mikhaad in ketaab ro oonjoori bekhoonam ke azash nahaayate lezat ro bebaram va nahaayate estefaade ro pas az hamin jaa shoroo mikonam be yaad daasht bardaari :)
fasle aval:
1. hich vaght hich kas ro baraaaye hich chi motaham nakon... mohem nist cheraa ... mohem ine ke in aadami ke alan injaast be naame azadeh in mojoodie ke mibini ... va man daaram say mikonam bishtar khodam ro beshnaasam va movaghtar baasham.. shaadtar va khoshbakht tar ...
2. raast migeh ye jaahaaiish ro... na man hes nemikonam ke mojoodi ke daroone mane ghashang nist... man mojoode daroonam ro doosesh daaram.. mehraboone hamisheh az tahe delesh vaase hame khoobi mikhaad :) hasood nist (laaghal aksare moghe haa..) ... hichvaght bade kasi ro nemikhaad... afkaari nadaareh ke baa azar dadane digaran dar hich ertebaati baashe... khob pas man mojoode daroonm=am ro doosesh daaram vali ye chizaaii ham ehtemaalan tooye man hast hamoon saaye haaii ke too in ketaab migeh ke man ro gaahi eraaadeye man ro sost mikoneh...
shaayad... shaayad ham na ... khob bezaar in ketaab ro edaame bedam taa begam che ghadr...
3. hese taiid shodan hese khoobie ... vaghti to hamishe be chizi fekr mikardi va eteghaad daashti va oon chz ro az zaboone ye adame digeh ke ye nevisandeye bozorg ham hast mishnavi baaes misheh koli zogh koni va hese khoobi nesbat be khodet behet dast bedeh va bavar koni ke special hasti va baraaye in ke in heset taghviat besheh modaam ketaab ro too zehne khodet bala va baalaa tar bebari va bad oon ro olgooye khodet koni... delam nemikhaad too in daam bioftam.. bale tafaahom daashtan ghashangeh ama tamaame satrhaa ro baayad baa dide tahlili khoond ... nemigam be hame chiz shak kon migam saadeh engaar ham nabaash.... migam vaghti ye chizi ro bepazir ke khoob tahlilesh kardeh baashi va baa dalaayel ghaboolesh daashte baashi hata agar oon dalil in baasheh ke baa tamaame vojoodet hesesh mikoni :)

khob digeh kheili harf zadam felan beraam baghieh ash ro bekhoonam zoodi bar migardam dobaare note bezaaram ... in avalin ketaabie ke too zendegim daaram injori mikhoonamesh... ke biyaam injaa ham raajebesh bahs konam va fekr mikonam gharaare jozve be yaad maandani tarin ketaab haa ham beshe...

khob dige :)

4. television ro az bargh keshidam... zendeh baad pouya ke kheili ghabl az man be in natijeh resideh bood :*

khob... ye kam baa chizi ke entezaar daashtam fargh daareh !! :)

che ghadr jaalebeh ke daaram afkaaram ro lahzeh be lahzeh va tabaghe be tabaghe minevisam chon ketaab ro misheh hezaar baar az aval khoond va har baar be ye didi didesh ... mishe kalamaat ro hamoonoori ke boodan dobaare peidaashoon kard kar chand ke shaayad hesi ke behet mideh fargh daashteh baashi har baar ke az aval mikhoonish vali afkaaret ro dige shaayad nasheh be hamoon bekri va dast nakhordegi be khaater aavord va tahlile afkaaret injoori kheili jaalb tare :) va ehtemaalan moaser tar...

khob choopraa ro az tarighe pouya ye kam mishnasamesh vali engaar too in ketaabe ham kheili azash gofteh:
choonpraa migeh : maa dar jahaan nistim, jahaan daroone maast...
khob man movaafegh nistam ... baa daaneshe kheili andaki ke man alaan daaram maghze man in ro mipazireh :
maa dar jahaanim va jahaan daroone maast ... maa nemitoonim in ro enkaar konim ke maa ham dar jahaan hastim ke hozoore maa ham bakhshi az in donyaast na hamash... doroste ke jahan daroon maast ... va man mifahmamesh vali maa ham dar jahan hastim... chon maa hamye jahaan nistim... maa hamoonghadr zendeh im ke hamsaayamoon va dar kenaare ham maa jahaanim ...

badesh ye jaaye digash ro ham movaafegh nistam... movaafegh nistam vaghti migeh ke aadam baayad rahaa baasheh va mane aazad baashe bedoone in ke bezaareh bayad haa va nabaayad haaii ke atraafian misaazan roo shakhsiate aadam tasir bezaare...

nemidoonam man nemigam ke eshtebaahe migam man movaafegh nistam shaayad ham oon manzoore aslish ro nagereftam hanooz... va vaghti ye kam jelotar beram va bishtar bekhoonam bishtar ghaboolesh daashteh baasham ... vali alaan fekr mikonam ke movaafegh nistam...
chon maa hameye jahaan nistim va maa bakhshi az jahaanim va maa dar jahaanim gar che jahan dar maast banabar in movaafegh nistam... chon maa daarim baa digaran zendegi mikonim... maa faghat masoole raahati va azadie khodemoon nistim... in azadi nabayad be hich shekr azadie digaran ro mahdood koneh... ma hame az haghe baraabari barkhordaarim pas baayad yaad begirim ke che tor bakhshi az jahan baashim ke be hoghooghe digaran ham ehteraam gozaashteh baashim...

khob beram baghieash ro bekhoonam ;)
khodaa koneh pouya biyaad :* kheili doosesh daram pouya ro :)

khodaa kone biyaay ...

cheshmam ro ye daghe mibandam ... dar aaghoosh mikeshamet baa tamaame vojoodam va koli miboosamet goonehaat ro va cheshmaat ro ...
kaash biyaay pouyaa ... hes mikonam miyaay... khodaa koneh biyaay
kaash nesfe ini ke man dooset daaram to ham ...
biaa golam biaa pisham baasheh ? :*

:)

afkaaram ro jam kardam.. hamisheh ye kam tool mikesheh ke adam be oon etemaad va araamesh bereseh :)
az dishab behesh residam...
ghalban va roohan khoshhaalam ke sharaayetemoon hamintorie ke hast :)
cehshmaam ro mibandam va sedaat mikonam migam biaa ...
baa mazeh hast ke too ye khooneh baashim :) doost joonha :)
joftemoon baraaye khodemoon aadamhaaye aaghel va baaleghi hastim masalan ;) mitoonim managesh konim ... man nemitarsam midoonam khosh migzareh midoonam koli azash energy mosbat migirim ... koli az ham chiz yaad migirim... hes mikonam ye etefaghe kheili khoob khaahad bood too zendegie har domoon :) hadeaghalesh ine ke ye khaatereii misheh ke hichvaght faraamoosh nemisheh va harvaght yaademoon biyaad koli vojoodemoon garm misheh :)
delam mikhaad in forsat ro az dast nadim ... forsati ke shaayd digeh too zendegimoon pish nayaad...
pouya biaaa... biaa va be khodemoon etemaad kon ke khosh migzareh... ke mitoonim ...
agar be in natijeh residim ke ham ro aasheghaaneh doost darim ke fargh mikoneh agar ham .. ke baaz ham oonghadr doost joonimoon ghashang misheh ke hamisheh khoshhaal mishim az in ke oomadim...
Pouyaa ... cheshaam ro mibandam va mohkam dar aaghooshet mikesham .. biaaa... biaaa...
mikhaam in forsat r be khodemoon bedim ... baasheh? man hichi nemigam ghol midam... montazere hichi ham nistam ... midooni ke aasheghetam mage na? agar to ham boodi ke kheili khoob mishod naboodi ham oonghadr ghavi hastam ke betoonam ye doost jooone vaasat baasham..
pouyaa... pouyaa... pouyaa jaaan....
biaaa ... khaahesh mikonam be khodemoon etemaad kon baashe? khosh migzareh mesle do taa doost joon....
miboosamet pouya joonam ...

pouyaaa

kheili delam migireh vaghti javaab nemidi... khob manam gonaah daaram inghadr aziat besham montazer bemoonam...
kheili kheili khoshhaal misham agar to ham doost daashteh baashi biyaay va biyaay... :)
to ro khodaa zoodi javabam ro bedeh digeh aziz ...
har chi ke vaaghean delet mikhaad begoo vali matalam nakon baasheh... merci golam :*

:)

ahaan!! injaast azize man k shoma baayad avaz beshin azadh khaanoom :)
khodet chi fekr mikoni? be nazare khodam in kaare dorostieh ... har kaseh digeh too donyaa bood be nazaram in dorost nabood ke davatesh konam khooneh hichvaght na pesaresh na dokhtaresh magar in ke kheili beshnaasamesh az nazdik va faghat ham dokhtar !!
... vali raajebe pouyaa intori nist... fargh mikoneh pouya... behesh etemaad daram va dalilesh ro ham khodam midoonam... pouya ro roohan doost daaram... khodaa koneh in ro khodesh befahmeh va bad bardaasht nakoneh... khodaa koneh...
baraam azizeh va man ham nahaayate talaasham ro kardam ke biyaad bi khiaale hameye mahdoodiathaye ke donyaa vaase aadam ghaaele agar oon bad bardaasht koneh digeh man moteasefam ke darkam nakardeh :)
hamin
omidvaaram dark koneh... agar pool daashtam mibordamesh hotel vali na man pool daaram na oon :)
man behesh etemaad daaram ke khoonam ro bahash share konam omidvaaram in ro befahme ke yani chi va bad bardaashtesh nakoneh...
adam be omid zendeh ast :)
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shaayad ham behtar ke pool nadaarim :) shaayad ham behtar :) doost daaram biyaad khoonam ... fekr mikonam dark koneh ke mannie badi nemideh in ... fekr konam dark koneh ke in yani cheghadr doosesh daarm va behesh etemaad daaram ... agar ooni baasheh ke man fekr mikonam baayad khoshhaal beshe ke inghadr behesh etemaad daaram :)
khodaa koneh biyaad ... khodaa koneh :)

:)

:)
eshghe mani aghaahe :)
agar in ro nemineveshtam mimordam =) kheili gir kardeh bood too galoom az sobh ke begamesh... pouya joonam deest daaram :*

10.

nakheir khanoom jaan emshab paak zadeh be saram engaar :)

akse faalaane zan ro ke negaah mikonam .... shaadi sadr....

nemidoonam badesh hey be khodam sikhoonak mizanam ke khanoom joon shomaa chi kaar mikonin? baleh? mishe baraaye man tozih bedin ke che ghadr moaser hastin dar taghiir dadan va behboode ozaa?

va badesh be khodam migam sakht migiri be khodet khaanoom jaan...

kholaaseh dochaare ajib khod dargiri hastim emshab maa :)

khob sedaaye khaale jaan dar aamad vali man az roo nemiram :)

khanoom jaan bande dare mamareh mara :) bezaar ye kam injaa beshinam chert o pert begam napokam laaaghal :)

masaleh in ast azi banoo: che ghar az zendegit raazi hasti? chetori mikhaay avazesh koni.... va vaaaai ke daaram az khaab mimiram :))

delam mikhaast aroosake gaavam injaa bood baghalesh mikardam :) kheili gaave naazieh kaash injaa bood.... narm mesle pare gho :)

migamaa... beram bekhaabam shaayad fardaa aghlam bargashat sare jaash ! haan? nazare mosbatet chie?

aslan midooni chie beshin taa sobh har che ghadr doost daari delet shoor bezaneh va manfi baafi kona va betars va delhreh daashteh baash va delet aroosake gaavet ro bekhaad va hes kon be hich dardi nakhordi va .... sobh ke khorshid dar oomad man ye dokhtare ghavi mikhaam ke labkhand mizaneh be andegi va mosamameh....taa sobh ejaazeh daari divooneh bemooni agar in chizieh ke mikhaay :)

shab be kheir ... in 10 neveshteh ro farda paak mikonam jafangiaate yek maghze khaab aloodeh del horeh daareh

sobh motevaled mishavam... alan mikhaam divoonh bemoonam........................... :)

9.

chizi ke aazaaram mideh rooz mareh gi hast.....
az in mitarsam ke hamash gharghe kaar besham va vaght vaaseye hich chi nadaashteh baasham... vaaseh del vaaseh honar...

khob natars hemat kon ....
koli khoshbehaalameh :) ani joonam shoonsad taa ketaab baraam ferestaadeh ketaabhaaye joon va asal va eshgh : delam mikhaad aval jodaii phalsafi ro bekhoonam... har chand ke alan in 4 dastane erfaani ro shoroo kardam ;)

horaaaa :) hanooz koli ketaab daaram :D
mamanam ham mehdi akhavan sales ro vaasam aavorde.... hooraaa koli hey beshinam sher bekhonam keif konam :D:D

khob dige na sedaaye mamanam dar oomad va na khaale.... vali khodam kheili khaabam miyaad :D:D beram lala... fardaa rooze khoobi khaahad bood.... midooni chieh? fardaa in ketaab ro ham bayad vaght bezaaram va taa nesfeh beresoonamesh ;)

shab be kheili weboolie mehraboon:**:

hooraa pouya joon miyaad :)

:)

8.

poouya miyaad :)
doosesh daaram :) koli baghalesh konam boosesh konam... delam mikhaad koli behesh injaaa khosh begzareh ... koli... kaash milioner bboodam... mibordam hesaabi hame jaaye injaa ro neshoonesh midaadam jaahaaii ke hataa hanooz khodam ham naraftam...

chieh masalan baayad hese badi behem dast bedeh ke migam delam mikhaad pooldaar boodam? masalan baayad alan bar gardam va be khodam begam chizhaay kheili mohemtar az melioner boodan ham hast.... va bad beshinam va halaaji konam va begam khodam ghalban mikhaastam hamini baasham ke alaan hastanm vagar na alan kaseh digari boodam?

nemidoonam che ghadr chi ro baavar daaram

vali midoonam ke ehtemaalan in raasteh ke khodam khaastam hamini baasham ke hastam... va agar ye rooz amighan bekhaam kase digeii besham va baavar konam ke mitoonam va mikhaam va ... ehtemaalan besheh.

delam mikhaad koli feshaaresh bedam pouyz raa :D:D
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doosesh daaram midooni hamin ke vojood daareh adami ke bavaresh daram va koli behem energy mideh va omid mideh va engaar yaadam mindaazeh ke misheh taghiir daad misheh moaser bood... misheh del ro faraamoosh nakard.... kheili khoobeh ke vojood daareh ... khodaa koneh kheili khoshbakht baasheh :)

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gaahi mitarsam midooni... migam nakoneh be khaatereh in ke midooneh man kheili delam mikhaad bebinamesh miyaad? delam mikhaad be khaatereh khodesh biyaad ... biyaad chon doost daareh biyaad na be khaatereh in ke hes koneh ye aadam invareh donyaa niyaaz daareh bebinatesh.... gaahi mitarsam azyatesh kardeh baasham... ke ye hese masooliat daashteh baasheh chon midooneh man kheili doosesh daaram... va in chizie ke man vaaghean azash mitarsam... delam mikhaad be khaatere khodesh biyaad ... biyaad chon doost daareh biyaad ....

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amshab hameye del horehaa oomadan soraaghet azi jan :)
maahe tamame emshab ... manam ke majnoon :) yaa leilaaa :) hala har kodoom :)

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positive hastam :) miyaad chon doost daareh biyaad ;) va manam alaan tax returnam ro migiram :D
khob hame chiz dorost shod dige negaraan nabaash baasheh :)

zoodi shomareh hesaabet ro bede begoo miyaam fardaa sobh miyyam :D hooorraaaaa :)

7.

haalam khoob nist nadaarim! delam gerefteh nadaarim! delam in ro mikhaad oon ro nmikhaad nadaarim! khasteh shodam ghadeghan!

mohkam baash azi joonam ... mohkam baash...
mesle ye sakhreh... ye dokhtare (khanoomeh) mohkam ... ke hamisheh labkhand roo labesheh... va mitooneh az paseh hameye sakhti haa bar biyaad .. ke hichvaght nemitarseh...

6.

delam mikhaad emshab taa sobh injaa benevisam .. vali be zoodi kaaseye sabreshoon labriz misheh miyaan migan begir bekhaab digeh :)

nemidoonam kodoomeshoon miyaad maman ya khaleh shazi? :) mmmm fekr konam maman biyaad begeh khamoosh kon ... mmm. albateh aslan baiid ham nist ke khaaleh biyaad bege de bacheh jaan ( khanoom jaan) begir bekhaab digeh :D

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emshab hilda oomad bordimeshoon labe daryaa be zoor :D:D migoftan na sardeh vali man va hilda o haleh be zoor bordimeshoon :)) fekr konam kheili beheshoon khosh nagzasht sardeshoon bood teflaki haa :)

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5.

gooshvaarehaaye gole roze ghermez :)

ye kam roje gooneh... ye roje labe molaayem... ye pirhane rnage gole yaas ke roosh por az shokoofehaaye sooratiean :)

raftim labe daryaa..

haaleh va hilda va maman va ....

gooshvaareham ro dar miyaaram mizaaram roo miz...

emshab delam shoor mizaneh...

eyneh ye dokhtare zaiif nishastam injaa va delam shoor mizaneh ke agar ye vaght kaar peidaa nakonam... agar scholarshipam ro az dast bedam chon pr am dir natijash biyaad ... agar injoori besheh ... agar oonjoori besheh....

badesh vaase in ke haalam bad tar beshe mishinma va be khodam migam.... in projeye jadid ham sakhte haa.... to ke nemitooni halesh koni... hanooz oon akhari ham kaamel debug nashodeh... kaar daareh.... hooooooo hooooooo loo loo khorkhoreh poshteh dareh .... az tars boro zire miz ey dokhtar koocholooye moo ferferi ...


khob hala digeh nemikhaad inghadr az daste khodet shaaki baashi balam jan :) ye kam tarsidam khob ... haalaa dobaare ghavi hastam :)

ehsaase bi panaahi ham nakon bache joonam :) in energy ro ke too raghaate hes kon... midoonam

nemikhaad hichi begi mifahamam
gaahi be aadam feshaar miyaad...
gaahi ...
baayad mohkam bood....
zendegi hamineh

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4.

too cheshaaye man nigaah kon azadeh...
sooratet ro begir baalaa va raast too cheshaaye man negaah kon...
nemikhaam azat zaf bebinam mifahmi??? hichvaght... hichvaght... hichvaght...
chete? haan? che te akhe to?
hagh nadaari beshkani... mifahmi... hagh nadari beshkani... hichvaght.. hichvaght...
yaadete che gholi dadi be khodet? be khodet va oon dokhtar koochoolooye moo ferferie daroonet ... mohkam baash mohkam baash mohkam
vaghti gharaare khodet tekye gaahe khodet baashi vaghti gharaare tooo har chi partgaahe in to baashi ke daste khodet ro migiri va mikeshi baalaa... befahm in ro befahm ke bayad va bayad va bayad va bayad sakhre baashi... fooolaad baashi.. khorshid baashi...
hich bahaaneii ham nemikhaam beshnavam...
hichi nagoo.. hichi ... saaket...
aslan mohem nist ke sakhteh yaa aasoon... aslan mohem nist ke chi delet mikhaad yaa nemikhaad..
aslan mohem nist hich bahooneii ... mifahmi...
man ye dokhtare mohkam mikhaam... nemitooni poshte man ro khaali koni...
to be khodet ghol daadi... be oon dokhtar koochoolooye moo ferferie daroonet..
pas hichi nagoo...
khashmet ro va ghose haat ro va tamaame chizhaaii ke delet mikhaaste yaa nemikhaad ro hame ro jam kon va beriz too hadafet..
to baayad betooni baaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaayaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddd betoniiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii


aaroom taram...
engaar gaahi laazem daaram ke in mane mohkame ghavi sar az man bekesheh biroon dasthaaye sanginesh ro bezaare roo shooneham va tekoonam bede
jedi too cheshaam zol bezaneh

be man goosh kon NATARS az hich chi natars hichvaght natars ... az pasesh bar miyaay... hamisheh az pasesh bar oomadi... ye nafase amigh bekesh ... ye labkhand bezan va aaroom baash.. baasheh :)

alaan vaghte davidaneh...
baayad barandeh beshi... khodet ro baavar kon...

chizi ro ke az man gereftand etemaad be nafsam bood va chizi ro ke be jaash behem daadan haraas bood va naabaavari... vali man ke ye ghorbaani nistam .... man yek andishmandam... midoonam ke moshkelaat kojaan va darmooneshoon mikonam...

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh che ghadr aaroomam :)

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhh khodaa jan che ghadr behtaram :)

merci baraaye in mane mohkami ke daroone mane

baayad betooni... pas mitooni...

faghat natars .... hichvaght natars az hichi natars.... khodet ro baavar daashteh baaash :)

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az pase zendegi bar miyaaym khare ... negaraan nabaash... az pasesh bar miyaaim...

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3.

hisssss
hichi nagoo
hichi nagoo
hichi nagoo
hichi nagoo
faghat hichi nagoo

2.

gomam... gomam ... engaar dar fazaa moalagham... engaar hastam va nistam... engar..
gomam
gom

engaar too ye baazie ghaayem moshak yeki cheshm gozaashteh va man ghaayem shodeh am vali oonghadr ghaayemm shodeh am ke hataa khodam ham nemidoonam kojaam...

gomam.. va taa khodam ro peida nakonam baaazi tamoom nemisheh...

:)

hisssssssss
hichi nagoo..
hichi nagoo... faghat saaket baash va goosh kon...
cheshmaaat ro beband va be hichi fekr nakon ... be hichi faghat goosh kon...
chi mishnavi?
chi mibini?
...
hichi nemishnavam ... joz sedaaye zarabaane ghalbe khodam ro :)

in yani inke hanooz zendeh ii...
va baayad zendegi koni..
hisss
hichi nagoo..
hichi nagoo..
harf nazan ..
goosh kon...
ci mishnavi?
chi mibini?