Saturday, October 24, 2009

Pouyaaaaaaaaa ...

salam pouya joonam :)
kojaaii aghahe ? kojaa rafti? chi shodi? kelaasaat ziaad shodeh ? haalet khoobeh?
kaash mitoonestam behet zang bezanam. kaash mishod behet email bezanam.
Pouya nemidoonam akhe man vaaghean nemidoonam to delet chi mikhaad azize delam. man ke ta hala 1000 baar behet goftam che ghadr dooset daaram , hala ham koli gijam to begoo chi mikhaay har chi to begi. man aasheghetam akhe kheili vaghte behet ham hamisheh goftam vali to man ro kheili ijam mikoni ghorboonet beram.
midooni azat nemitaram :) behet etemaad daram vaaghean kheili delam mikhaad baghalet konam va koli beboosamet vali hamash be in shart ke doosam daashteh baashi... aakhe to hichvaght nagofti ke doosam daari.
aah khodaa joonam movaazebesh baash . movaazebe pouyye nman baash ... komakesh kon delesh nagireh halesh khoob basheh... kaash javabe man ro bedi pouya ... aakhe man chi kaar konam ke inghadar dooset daram azize del .
agar to begi boro miram agar begi bemoon mimoonam faghat mikhaam booset konam vaghti miyaay eshkaal nadareh ? n
delam migeh doosam dari chi kaar koanm :)
delam kheili dard mikoneh kamaram dareh az dard mimireh... beram bekhbam kaash ghorse zede dard dashtam beram bekhaabam halam khosh nist...
pouya mishnavi sedaam ro? to ro khodaa beshno... to ro khodaa biaaa... kheili dooset daram laamasab aghahe mehraboone nazanine eshgh :*

Tuesday, October 20, 2009

:)

in ke man in vaght haaye maah in ghadr hasaas misham kheili badeh va koli mitooneh aadamhaa ro az man beranjooneh :(
fekr konam azam delkhoreh hagh ham daareh ...
daste khodam nist va aslan ham nemisheh baraash tozih daad ... shaayad azash mazerat bekhaam ...
kheili ghoseh khordam behem goft abji :(
har kas too donyaa shaad besham abjish baasham pouya jan delam nemikhaad abji to basham hichvaght ... I don't wana be your friend I wana be your lover ;)
actually I wanna be your friend and lover :) but certainly not your abji :(
hala miram azash mazerat mikham .... kheili delesh hasaase midoonam
kheili dooset daaram pesar jan delam mikhaad koli booset konam :)

Sunday, October 18, 2009

Pouyaa

salam
saram kheili dard gerefteh.. cheraa in kaar ro mikoni? to ke adame hasaasi hasti hasaasiate aadamhaa ro baayad bishtar dark koni...
kheili aziat misham behet ham goftam cheraa baraat mohem nist? mageh man chi kaaret kardam?
haalet khoobeh? balaaii saret nayoomadeh?
haale man badeh
saram dard mikoneh... cheraa in kaar ro baa man mikoni? cheraa azaram midi? chon dooset daaram?
agar baraaye ye lahzeh baavaram mishod az amd in kaar ro mikoni digeh dooset nadaashtam
khoshhaal boodam belakhareh emrooz harf mizanim
hata oonghadr ahamiat nemidi ke ye sms bezani begi bebakhshid man giram badan harf mizanim?
to ke fargh mikoni ... to ke injoori nisti? hasti? chera dele man ro mishkani? chera azaram midi
bebin saram che dardi mikoneh? in ro mikhaay? ke shekastane man ro bebini? khob didi ... afsordeh shodam in ro mikhaay? daram mesle ye goli ke pajmordeh misheh azaab mikesham in ro mikhaay? khob behet tabrik migam agar in ro mikhaay...
eshgh ro nakosh too vojoodam
khaahesh mikonam hata agar nemikhaayham biaa va begoo na vali baa in kaarat dari roohe man ro mikoshi,... kaash in ro mifahmidi
khodaa jaan halam badeh... khodet be daade man beres... ye joori nejaatam bedeh ... khasteh shodam digeh
kaash mifahmidi har baar ke injoori mikoni che zarbeii be man mizani...
che deli az man mishkani
va cheghadr dafeye bad harf zadan baraam sakht tar misheh
hata agar doosam ham nadaari be onvaane ye doost ham adam az doostaash movaazebat mikoneh va hemaayateshoon mikoneh to aazaaram midi pouya mani ke inghadr saadeghaane dooset daaram
kaare badi mikoni ... :(
sakht nagir dokhtar jaan :) sakht nagir ...
zendegi hamineh
az shekastane rootin khosham miyaad
az inke kaari konam ke donyaa behem chap chap negaah koneh
dooste aziz :)
midoonam chi mikhaam
nemitarsam va paash vaastaadam
har chi to begi doost jaan har joor dele to bekhaad ;)

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:)

droongraa broongraaa
cheghadr niaaze ke befahmim?
halaaji kardan
sakht gereftan va sahl gereftan
analytical skils
maashin kaar khooneh
esteghlaal khaanevaadeh
eshgh inja onja
kenaare ham yaa door az ham
getting use to something
aadat haa
ghazaaa
mazeh
dastpokht :)
osyaan
individualism and being same
goriz
jonoon
hadaf
faraar
defaa
soaal
bashar
hagh
sher
sinama
enteha
omgh
amigh
faaseleh
mahdoodiat
paresh
do
tavaan
zehn
man
to
ma
onha :)
arezoo
royaa
derakht
nasim
aaftaab
nature
differences
chi mikhaam? chi mikhaay? cheghadr ... taa kojaa... had? marz? osyaan?
maman
khaalh
masooliat
goriz
faraar
eshgh
khaanevaadeh
pedar:*
hoghoogh
maghaazeh
ensaaf
baba
baba
baba
baba
baba
baba
tavaan
sedaa
baavar
baavar
etemaad
tahavo
goriz
siaah
sefid
vatan
eshgh
haghighat
saayehaa
dimensions
kalameh
jomleh
ayaan
penhaan
hadaf
khasteh
haraas
baavar
jahan
saayeh
noor
man
to
:)

behtaram :)

hanooz ham ye kam nemidoonam
dar hamin nadaanestnam hadeaghal aaroomam :)
hata sedaaye viz vize in jaro barghi jan az tabaghe paain ham oonghadr roo nerv nist
avikhtane be yek hadaf
amoo feri
marg?
eshgh va marg?
gijam
gij
....

ey mak pay koochooloo ke daari inghadr ghashang aavaaz mikhooni
sedaaye avazet aroomam mikoneh
taar o poodam ro naaz mikoneh
ey mak paaye koochooloo
haghighat
haghighat?
nesbat
tanaasob
to
man
:)
gom peidaa

!!

Sunday, October 11, 2009

:)

khob belakhare shorooesh kardam :)
nimeye tarike vojood asare: debi ford :)
tahala shodeh vaghti ye ketaab ro migiri dastet hes koni in hamoonie ke laazem dashti?
khaale shazi ye jooraii engaar daare rooham ro latiftaresh mikoneh ... por az energy zendegi hast ... por hast az eshgh va falsafeh...
mamanma ham hamintor :)
ketaab ro ke baaz kardam esme fasle avalesh ye joori shadidan touch kard man ro :)
emrooz mikhaastam biyaam inja ye post bezaaram va esmesh ro bezaaram jahaane biroon , jahaane daroon yaa baraks ;) va taa ketaab ro baaz kardam didam ke esme fasle avalesh hamineh :)
..............
kheili hayejaan daaram :D mesle ine ke yeki beshineh baahat koni bahs koneh mesle ye mionbore ,.. mesle...
khoshhaalam :)
delam mikhaad in ketaab ro oonjoori bekhoonam ke azash nahaayate lezat ro bebaram va nahaayate estefaade ro pas az hamin jaa shoroo mikonam be yaad daasht bardaari :)
fasle aval:
1. hich vaght hich kas ro baraaaye hich chi motaham nakon... mohem nist cheraa ... mohem ine ke in aadami ke alan injaast be naame azadeh in mojoodie ke mibini ... va man daaram say mikonam bishtar khodam ro beshnaasam va movaghtar baasham.. shaadtar va khoshbakht tar ...
2. raast migeh ye jaahaaiish ro... na man hes nemikonam ke mojoodi ke daroone mane ghashang nist... man mojoode daroonam ro doosesh daaram.. mehraboone hamisheh az tahe delesh vaase hame khoobi mikhaad :) hasood nist (laaghal aksare moghe haa..) ... hichvaght bade kasi ro nemikhaad... afkaari nadaareh ke baa azar dadane digaran dar hich ertebaati baashe... khob pas man mojoode daroonm=am ro doosesh daaram vali ye chizaaii ham ehtemaalan tooye man hast hamoon saaye haaii ke too in ketaab migeh ke man ro gaahi eraaadeye man ro sost mikoneh...
shaayad... shaayad ham na ... khob bezaar in ketaab ro edaame bedam taa begam che ghadr...
3. hese taiid shodan hese khoobie ... vaghti to hamishe be chizi fekr mikardi va eteghaad daashti va oon chz ro az zaboone ye adame digeh ke ye nevisandeye bozorg ham hast mishnavi baaes misheh koli zogh koni va hese khoobi nesbat be khodet behet dast bedeh va bavar koni ke special hasti va baraaye in ke in heset taghviat besheh modaam ketaab ro too zehne khodet bala va baalaa tar bebari va bad oon ro olgooye khodet koni... delam nemikhaad too in daam bioftam.. bale tafaahom daashtan ghashangeh ama tamaame satrhaa ro baayad baa dide tahlili khoond ... nemigam be hame chiz shak kon migam saadeh engaar ham nabaash.... migam vaghti ye chizi ro bepazir ke khoob tahlilesh kardeh baashi va baa dalaayel ghaboolesh daashte baashi hata agar oon dalil in baasheh ke baa tamaame vojoodet hesesh mikoni :)

khob digeh kheili harf zadam felan beraam baghieh ash ro bekhoonam zoodi bar migardam dobaare note bezaaram ... in avalin ketaabie ke too zendegim daaram injori mikhoonamesh... ke biyaam injaa ham raajebesh bahs konam va fekr mikonam gharaare jozve be yaad maandani tarin ketaab haa ham beshe...

khob dige :)

4. television ro az bargh keshidam... zendeh baad pouya ke kheili ghabl az man be in natijeh resideh bood :*

khob... ye kam baa chizi ke entezaar daashtam fargh daareh !! :)

che ghadr jaalebeh ke daaram afkaaram ro lahzeh be lahzeh va tabaghe be tabaghe minevisam chon ketaab ro misheh hezaar baar az aval khoond va har baar be ye didi didesh ... mishe kalamaat ro hamoonoori ke boodan dobaare peidaashoon kard kar chand ke shaayad hesi ke behet mideh fargh daashteh baashi har baar ke az aval mikhoonish vali afkaaret ro dige shaayad nasheh be hamoon bekri va dast nakhordegi be khaater aavord va tahlile afkaaret injoori kheili jaalb tare :) va ehtemaalan moaser tar...

khob choopraa ro az tarighe pouya ye kam mishnasamesh vali engaar too in ketaabe ham kheili azash gofteh:
choonpraa migeh : maa dar jahaan nistim, jahaan daroone maast...
khob man movaafegh nistam ... baa daaneshe kheili andaki ke man alaan daaram maghze man in ro mipazireh :
maa dar jahaanim va jahaan daroone maast ... maa nemitoonim in ro enkaar konim ke maa ham dar jahaan hastim ke hozoore maa ham bakhshi az in donyaast na hamash... doroste ke jahan daroon maast ... va man mifahmamesh vali maa ham dar jahan hastim... chon maa hamye jahaan nistim... maa hamoonghadr zendeh im ke hamsaayamoon va dar kenaare ham maa jahaanim ...

badesh ye jaaye digash ro ham movaafegh nistam... movaafegh nistam vaghti migeh ke aadam baayad rahaa baasheh va mane aazad baashe bedoone in ke bezaareh bayad haa va nabaayad haaii ke atraafian misaazan roo shakhsiate aadam tasir bezaare...

nemidoonam man nemigam ke eshtebaahe migam man movaafegh nistam shaayad ham oon manzoore aslish ro nagereftam hanooz... va vaghti ye kam jelotar beram va bishtar bekhoonam bishtar ghaboolesh daashteh baasham ... vali alaan fekr mikonam ke movaafegh nistam...
chon maa hameye jahaan nistim va maa bakhshi az jahaanim va maa dar jahaanim gar che jahan dar maast banabar in movaafegh nistam... chon maa daarim baa digaran zendegi mikonim... maa faghat masoole raahati va azadie khodemoon nistim... in azadi nabayad be hich shekr azadie digaran ro mahdood koneh... ma hame az haghe baraabari barkhordaarim pas baayad yaad begirim ke che tor bakhshi az jahan baashim ke be hoghooghe digaran ham ehteraam gozaashteh baashim...

khob beram baghieash ro bekhoonam ;)
khodaa koneh pouya biyaad :* kheili doosesh daram pouya ro :)

Thursday, October 8, 2009

khodaa kone biyaay ...

cheshmam ro ye daghe mibandam ... dar aaghoosh mikeshamet baa tamaame vojoodam va koli miboosamet goonehaat ro va cheshmaat ro ...
kaash biyaay pouyaa ... hes mikonam miyaay... khodaa koneh biyaay
kaash nesfe ini ke man dooset daaram to ham ...
biaa golam biaa pisham baasheh ? :*